I don't think that grief will ever fully go away, not to make it worse. I think with a loss like this (and like my mom), it'll get easier but you'll always mourn that future you'd planned for yourself. And I think that once your new future is laid out, clearly, in front of you, you will find that grief so lessened that you'll barely ever feel it. Love you.
I was washing dishes when a song came on my iPod that made me weepy. I just keep wondering when the triggers are going to end.
I don't think that grief will ever fully go away, not to make it worse. I think with a loss like this (and like my mom), it'll get easier but you'll always mourn that future you'd planned for yourself. And I think that once your new future is laid out, clearly, in front of you, you will find that grief so lessened that you'll barely ever feel it. Love you.
ReplyDeleteWell put, bestie. Sometimes the truth is painful.
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